XII. time and space.

Time and space lemans theory. 

...this will probably be a re occurring post.

If there was a big bang -

What was there before it?

space and time. 

there had to be because there always has to be something to proceed something else in time.

 even when there's nothing in the universe, there's nothingness and time elapsing.

 

So how can time begin? 

yes i know that time is relative but i'm talking about it being relative to space or nothingness.

so basically what i'm saying is that time just is. 

no beginning or end, 

there's always going to be time elapsing no matter how you are recording it.

Time is infinite.

This also means through logic that eventually, 

every infinite possibility must happen.

because theres infinite time for it to happen in.

it also directs to the concept that every possibility must have already happened 

because theres infinite time before this instance for them to have happened in.

Everything has to have happened every single way, infinite number of times.

including this moment.

This, depending on your vantage can be a depressing thought but i figure,

if you take one of these infinite possibilities away and it fucks up the whole system.

so every little instance has to be as meaningless and absolutely important as the next.

This way of thinking fucks with me about the concept of space.

how can space end? logically? 

how can there possibly be a solid nothing?

this also means that at this very moment, 

every infinite possibility has to be taking place.

infinite times over.

Life feels like a contradiction because, 

although it seems like it is completely futile and meaningless, 

nothing would exist without this moment.

happening again. and again.

and the fucked thing is, thinking this, doesnt change a thing.

you live because it has to happen eventually.

this is happening because it had to i spose.

so even if you get depressed and do something stupid,

or if you live a long and self fulfilling life.

in the scheme, its the same deal.

it had to happen.

so reading this is pointless because it really shouldnt impact your life but ive found that i cant stop thinking about it.

in the end, all you can do about it is to live like you would normally.

the same way you are somewhere else.